Conning With Confidence

Times-Colonist July 9, 2013

Times-Colonist July 9, 2013

The only person I have to con is myself! I am a strong woman. I am a smart woman. I am worthy of all that is bestowed upon me!

Yeah, right… does any one really believe this? I do in my heart but I keep sabotaging myself, too. Someday I’ll figure out why. But today I reflect and project. I had a CT Scan last night to see how bad my current hernia is. I asked the tech to say “Hi!” to my Ripley while she was looking. I have a huge hole in my abdominal wall and my innards want to be outards. Meh, that’s the way it’s been for almost 20 years in some way, shape or form.

I’m feeling pretty good, the hernia hasn’t acted up for a while and I’m losing weight, slowly but surely. That’s got to help. I’m doing the “good” self talk frequently and try to ignore the evil voice that isn’t really me but one of my alter egos. Maybe it’s Dee Smallish? She’s insidious.

The weather is beautiful, I have very little I have to do today – regular car maintenance and grandpuppy sitting). So I will take Laya for a walk since I need one, too. I am confident I don’t look fatter in these pants and shirt. I look my age and OK for my size. I have had my yoghurt and fresh blueberries (mmmmmm) and am ready to go.

I will put on my super hero cape (It’s invisible. Not the cape of invisibility but just invisible) and walk among the mortals. Oh yeah, I’ll blow dry my hair, too.

Thanks for listening. ;D Diane

~ by 1fatgirlshrinking - Diane Kirby on July 9, 2013.

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